Russell Watson - Faith of The Heart

It's been a long road
Getting from there to here
It's been a long time
But my time is finally near

And I can feel the change in the wind right now
Nothing's in my way
And they're not gonna hold me down no more
No they're not gonna hold me down

'Cause I've got faith of the heart
I'm going where my heart will take me
I've got faith to believe
I can do anything
I've got strength of the soul
And no one's gonna bend or break me
I can reach any star
I've got faith, I’ve got faith, faith of the heart

It's been a long night
Trying to find my way
Been through the darkness
Now I've finally have my day

And I will see my dream come alive at last
I will touch the sky
And they're not gonna hold me down no more
No they're not gonna change my mind

'Cause I've got faith of the heart
I'm going where my heart will take me
I've got faith to believe
I can do anything
I've got strength of the soul
And no one's gonna bend or break me
I can reach any star
I've got faith, faith of the heart

I've known the wind so cold, and seen the darkest days.
But now the winds I feel, are only winds of change.
I've been through the fire and I've been through the rain.
But I'll be fine.

Cause I've got faith of the heart
I'm going where my heart will take me
I've got faith to believe
I can do anything
I've got strength of the soul
And no one's gonna bend or break me
I can reach any star
I've got faith

I've got faith of the heart.
I'm going where my heart will take me.
I've got strength of the soul. And no one's gonna bend or break me.
I can reach any star. I've got faith, I've got faith, faith of the heart.

It's been a long road.

Bored

I'm bored with my work assignments. Some of it are interesting, but the interest died when I have to struggle alone to complete it. Sure I can work independently but I prefer working in a team so that at least I can exchange ideas on doing things instead of wasting my time looking for answers on problem that actually is a silly mistake. Maybe it's time for me to move on already. I don't really get what I wanted here. Most of my skills are like being wasted on trivial things and not where it matters the most.

I have my own targets and goals in my life and I would love to have a specific function and obviously not to be a multipurpose worker who can be disposed into things that I am not fond of doing. And what I hate most is when I say something based on my past experience on working on a similar thing, people just shrugged it off as if I have zero knowledge on it. Yeah you maybe better at codes and most system architectures than me but most of the time you missed out the small portions and features of it which could be critical for the system or could really ease the development. You can't just judge by using assumptions. It's like being jumpy on the gun when there is nothing really worth to shoot at. You'll be fucked up later because you're out of bullets while fantasizing that you'll hit the 'godfather' and gave fat chance to those small,trivial 'henchmen' to come up and ganged on you.

Maybe I'm still young, but i'm not a totally empty shell.
Mark my words.